🌿 The Unbreakable Thread, Stories stitched with strength and surrender.

  Waltz Time – Entry 13 – Your Religion “The field could no longer hold you; the guitar was already waiting.” I found out you also began in the Church, though your path through it looked so different from mine. While I was fidgeting in wooden desks under the eyes of nuns, you were in public school, where your father was the principal. That must have been its own kind of pressure, carrying his presence in the hallways every day. But you never spoke of it as a burden. You seemed to wear it like a quiet badge of honor, a steady compass that kept you on course. You were an excellent student—disciplined, focused, determined to do well. Where I wrestled with rules and tested boundaries, you trusted the structure that was handed to you. You believed that effort would be rewarded, that hard work mattered, that showing up with consistency was its own kind of faith. Baseball was your sport, and you were really good at it. The diamond was your sanctuary, the field your chapel. You found ...

Waltz Time – Entry 12 – My Religion “Faith is not certainty. Faith is the courage to keep asking the questions.” I began to wonder about what you said, ' Everything happens for a reason', and started to reflect. The words settled in me like a riddle. Was there truly a reason for everything? Or did we simply make meaning afterward, stringing together the scattered pieces of our lives into something that looked like order? I was not the model Catholic schoolgirl. I was the one who craved attention, who asked too many questions, who could never quite fit into the mold the Church pressed upon me. Being almost a year younger than my classmates only heightened the sense that I was out of step. Perhaps I should have had another year of kindergarten, but instead I found myself small, restless, and a little defiant among children who seemed to know the rules better than I did. There was a girl in my first-grade class named Barbara who became my partner in mischief. She was wild in a ...

  Waltz Time — Entry 11 -  The Diner on 73rd “We are never late when we arrive at the moment meant for us.” When I walked into the diner, I knew I was going to be a few minutes late. The clock had already nudged past two, and my voice lesson had run over, as they often did when I pushed too hard for a note that wouldn’t quite land. I hurried through the door, expecting to have to search for you. But there you were, waiting patiently. The diner was crowded in that Saturday-afternoon way,  students with open textbooks and bottomless cups of coffee, families with strollers wedged against vinyl booths , the air thick with the smell of frying onions and burnt toast . The clatter of plates and the hiss of the griddle filled the space like background percussion. And there you sat, alone at a booth near the window, the steam from your tea curling upward. You weren’t fidgeting, or checking your watch, or shifting in your seat. You were simply there, steady, as though you had...

  Waltz Time — Entry 10 - The Weight of Where I Came From “Sometimes the hardest journeys begin with the smallest steps, even the ones we take at five years old.” Before tea at two, before the promise of “interesting news,” there was always the weight of where I came from. I grew up in New Jersey, the eldest daughter of Italian immigrants. That role — eldest daughter — came with an unspoken contract. Responsibility was braided into my hair as tightly as the braids my mother pulled each morning. While other kids might have lingered over cartoons or begged for rides, I walked myself to ballet class from the time I was five. My legs were small, but my determination was bigger, carrying me down sidewalks lined with chain-link fences and laundry waving on back porches. Navigating the one phone and one bathroom in our house was like a football field tackle. On top of the four of us, some cousins came to stay for months at a time. It was mayhem, but my mother kept order with a toughn...