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Waltz Time – Entry 19: Why Wasn’t I Surprised!

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  Waltz Time – Entry 19: Why Wasn’t I Surprised! “Some reactions stay with you — not for what was said, but for what wasn’t.” I called you next.   My heart was pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears, still riding the wave of disbelief. The message on my answering machine had just changed everything, and all I wanted was to hear your voice, to tell you the news. When you picked up, your tone was warm, calm, and steady — not surprised, but sincerely happy. “That’s incredible, Bruno,” you said, your voice breaking into that deep, genuine laugh I loved. “A Chorus Line? You did it.” There wasn’t a hint of hesitation, not even the flicker of ego or envy that I had learned to expect from men in my past. No subtle competition, no need to balance my joy with their insecurity. Just pride, pure and unfiltered. You hadn’t auditioned because you were working another gig, a steady one that kept you dancing, but you were truly glad it had happened for me. That kind of react...

Waltz Time – Entry 18: Blinking Light, Beating Heart

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Waltz Time – Entry 18: Blinking Light, Beating Heart “In the city that never sleeps, even the smallest light can hold a dream.” Back in my first New York apartment, a red light flickered. On the other side of it waited my dream and the sound of a voice I’ll never forget. The light on my answering machine was blinking when I walked into my apartment, that tiny red pulse, steady and insistent, like a heartbeat waiting for acknowledgment. I dropped my dance bag by the door, the strap leaving a faint sweat mark on my shoulder, and stood there, staring at the machine as if it could sense me. The city hummed faintly outside,  sirens, taxis, some couple arguing below my window — but inside it was quiet, almost sacred. For a moment, I thought it was you. I always thought it was you. That hopeful part of me, the part that hadn’t learned yet how to stop expecting, wanted it to be your voice on the other end. I pressed play. “Hello Ms. Bruno, I am calling on behalf of Ed Blum Cas...