🌿 The Unbreakable Thread, Stories stitched with strength and surrender.

Waltz Time - Entry 16:  A Glance Becomes More “Sometimes paradise is just the place where you finally let your guard down.” As I approached the door, he turned toward me and opened it, no words needed. The air between us felt charged, as if the universe had been quietly steering us to this moment. When he took my hand and drew me inside, everything else disappeared. He brushed his lips against my neck, his touch both gentle and certain, tracing the outline of a connection we had both tried to resist. My heart pounded in rhythm with his breath as his hands found their way to my waist, pulling me closer until I could feel his heartbeat against mine. Time seemed to slow, as though the world outside the door had faded to a quiet hum. His eyes met mine, steady, searching, and I knew there was no turning back. The room held only one light, soft and golden, casting shadows that seemed to move with us. He reached for the first button of my blouse, his fingers trembling just slightly, as t...

Waltz Time – Entry 15: The Show “Onstage, I found my confidence. Offstage, I found you.” The morning we left for the resort felt like stepping into another world. I had packed my dance shoes, a few dresses, and my favorite lipstick—the one that made me feel just a little braver. The bus idled outside the studio, humming like a promise. Everyone was buzzing with excitement, performers clutching coffee cups and garment bags, laughter spilling out into the city morning. You were already there, clipboard in hand, checking off names and schedules, calm in the middle of the chaos. Even then, you carried yourself like someone who had done it all before. When you saw me climb aboard, your expression softened.  “You made it,” you said quietly, and something about the way you said it felt personal, as if you weren’t talking about the bus at all. The drive was long, but the mood was high. The resort came into view like something out of a travel brochure, with lush lawns, glistening pool...

  Waltz Time – Entry 14: A Door Opens “Sometimes the door that opens isn’t just to a job, but to an entirely new life.” After our lunch at the diner, you walked me again to the 73rd Street . Subway. At the corner, before I descended the steps, you kissed me goodbye. It was soft, unhurried, a question as much as a promise.  Then you asked, “When can I see you again? Are you free on Sunday? I’d like to invite you to my place.” I carried those words with me as I stepped onto the A train, the city rattling around me, my mind caught between the sweetness of your invitation and the heaviness of my own questions. When would it be my turn? I had poured everything into this city—the endless auditions, the long hours in dance and voice classes, the acting lessons that demanded both money and faith. I wondered if the next call, the next role, the next chance would finally come. The last thing I really needed was the distraction of a relationship. I was driven to succeed and determin...

  Waltz Time – Entry 13 – Your Religion “The field could no longer hold you; the guitar was already waiting.” I found out you also began in the Church, though your path through it looked so different from mine. While I was fidgeting in wooden desks under the eyes of nuns, you were in public school, where your father was the principal. That must have been its own kind of pressure, carrying his presence in the hallways every day. But you never spoke of it as a burden. You seemed to wear it like a quiet badge of honor, a steady compass that kept you on course. You were an excellent student—disciplined, focused, determined to do well. Where I wrestled with rules and tested boundaries, you trusted the structure that was handed to you. You believed that effort would be rewarded, that hard work mattered, that showing up with consistency was its own kind of faith. Baseball was your sport, and you were really good at it. The diamond was your sanctuary, the field your chapel. You found ...

Waltz Time – Entry 12 – My Religion “Faith is not certainty. Faith is the courage to keep asking the questions.” I began to wonder about what you said, ' Everything happens for a reason', and started to reflect. The words settled in me like a riddle. Was there truly a reason for everything? Or did we simply make meaning afterward, stringing together the scattered pieces of our lives into something that looked like order? I was not the model Catholic schoolgirl. I was the one who craved attention, who asked too many questions, who could never quite fit into the mold the Church pressed upon me. Being almost a year younger than my classmates only heightened the sense that I was out of step. Perhaps I should have had another year of kindergarten, but instead I found myself small, restless, and a little defiant among children who seemed to know the rules better than I did. There was a girl in my first-grade class named Barbara who became my partner in mischief. She was wild in a ...

  Waltz Time — Entry 11 -  The Diner on 73rd “We are never late when we arrive at the moment meant for us.” When I walked into the diner, I knew I was going to be a few minutes late. The clock had already nudged past two, and my voice lesson had run over, as they often did when I pushed too hard for a note that wouldn’t quite land. I hurried through the door, expecting to have to search for you. But there you were, waiting patiently. The diner was crowded in that Saturday-afternoon way,  students with open textbooks and bottomless cups of coffee, families with strollers wedged against vinyl booths , the air thick with the smell of frying onions and burnt toast . The clatter of plates and the hiss of the griddle filled the space like background percussion. And there you sat, alone at a booth near the window, the steam from your tea curling upward. You weren’t fidgeting, or checking your watch, or shifting in your seat. You were simply there, steady, as though you had...