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Waltz Time — Entry 17: The Morning After (continued)

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  Waltz Time — Entry 17: The Morning After (continued) “The hardest goodbyes are the ones that pretend to be casual.” I sat there for a while after he walked away, stirring my coffee though it had long gone cold.  The others were buzzing with stories from the night before,  someone had snuck into the pool after hours, someone else had lost a shoe on the dance floor. Everyone looked tired but happy. I smiled when I was supposed to, nodded when I had to, but my mind was somewhere else entirely. When I finally stood to leave, I caught sight of you outside, near the shuttle that would take us to the airport. He was talking with the stage manager, lifting his bag into the back compartment. The morning air was crisp, that familiar end-of-trip melancholy settling over the group, laughter mixed with yawns and the scraping of suitcases across pavement. As I approached, he turned just slightly, enough to see me but not enough to draw attention. For a moment, neither of us s...

Waltz Time — Entry 16: A Glance Becomes More

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Waltz Time - Entry 16:  A Glance Becomes More “Sometimes paradise is just the place where you finally let your guard down.” As I approached the door, he turned toward me and opened it, no words needed. The air between us felt charged, as if the universe had been quietly steering us to this moment. When he took my hand and drew me inside, everything else disappeared. He brushed his lips against my neck, his touch both gentle and certain, tracing the outline of a connection we had both tried to resist. My heart pounded in rhythm with his breath as his hands found their way to my waist, pulling me closer until I could feel his heartbeat against mine. Time seemed to slow, as though the world outside the door had faded to a quiet hum. His eyes met mine, steady, searching, and I knew there was no turning back. The room held only one light, soft and golden, casting shadows that seemed to move with us. He reached for the first button of my blouse, his fingers trembling just slightly, as t...

Waltz Time – Entry 15: The Show

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Waltz Time – Entry 15: The Show “Onstage, I found my confidence. Offstage, I found you.” The morning we left for the resort felt like stepping into another world. I had packed my dance shoes, a few dresses, and my favorite lipstick—the one that made me feel just a little braver. The bus idled outside the studio, humming like a promise. Everyone was buzzing with excitement, performers clutching coffee cups and garment bags, laughter spilling out into the city morning. You were already there, clipboard in hand, checking off names and schedules, calm in the middle of the chaos. Even then, you carried yourself like someone who had done it all before. When you saw me climb aboard, your expression softened.  “You made it,” you said quietly, and something about the way you said it felt personal, as if you weren’t talking about the bus at all. The drive was long, but the mood was high. The resort came into view like something out of a travel brochure, with lush lawns, glistening pool...

Waltz Time – Entry 14: A Door Opens

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  Waltz Time – Entry 14: A Door Opens “Sometimes the door that opens isn’t just to a job, but to an entirely new life.” After our lunch at the diner, you walked me again to the 73rd Street . Subway. At the corner, before I descended the steps, you kissed me goodbye. It was soft, unhurried, a question as much as a promise.  Then you asked, “When can I see you again? Are you free on Sunday? I’d like to invite you to my place.” I carried those words with me as I stepped onto the A train, the city rattling around me, my mind caught between the sweetness of your invitation and the heaviness of my own questions. When would it be my turn? I had poured everything into this city—the endless auditions, the long hours in dance and voice classes, the acting lessons that demanded both money and faith. I wondered if the next call, the next role, the next chance would finally come. The last thing I really needed was the distraction of a relationship. I was driven to succeed and determin...